Scared, I am.

Maintain an emotion spotlessly, softly, warmly, deeply. 
But I am so scared. It may disappear, even without any traces, without any foreseen. 


Like a long trip, you may lose all, at the end. No matter how impressed you were, how precious you treated. 


I don't want to see how it goes. stay here, just in December, just for me.

I am scared, but do not want to learn that, let go of those amazing feelings. 

The Weakness

I think, we may keep a corner  in our heart, that no one else ever visited, even ourselves not to aware this mystery. 

This corner, somewhere in our heart, keeps mostly my weakness, I don't even tend to face it. But it would be lucky, to have a person, who knows well this secret,but still prefer to stay with me, even help to protect it, or help me to face it, I am not sure, if the one is really exist in such real life. 

If you are the one, would you please, gently treat me, just as the blue sky, keeps all my weakness but silently bright there. 

I hope, this is not just a legend.